Washed Away...

So Long.... and yet so less... as this b.tech is comin to an end things r becomin more and more simple as well as complex. on one hand another phase of the life is about to get over and goals of future shud be clear by now while on the other hand the ability to sleep, talk bout the stupidest thing, watching movies soaps and god knows doing what for hours even though deadlines are looming over the head will soon be gone... cos soon enuff while on job submission on monday 9 am will mean monday 9 am not by evening of tuesday :)
Let me describe a stupidly weird incident of the evening.. here it goes.. i with 3 of my friends. we were coming frm a walk after dinner and i say to one of them "oye me goin to the toilet wanna join", and he says sure y not and then i ask the other one - oye we were goin to the toilet wanna come? and he says yes too and we ask the last one too but he refuses well he is a lil homophobic neways... the point is how many times in ur life do u get to have this conversation with the person standing next to u and get yes for answer and no weird luks... how many times r we so comfortable around a person to ask or do such a thing?
i have to submit my btp report 3 days frm now while the project hasnt been completed yet, gotta quiz day after tomorrow, another presentaion to be made and yet here i m worried sick but still not worried enuff to work for it. its like watching all this comin to end tht energy tht zeal everything has vanished.
4 years is a long time and still it seems like yesterday i came to guwahati for the first time. i remember the day after my jee counseling although i had put iit guw. mechanical as one of my choices in tht moment afterwards i was prayin god please not guwahati not guwahati and now when its time to leave i wunder y did i ever pray tht way. It's such a strange place u dnt know a guy for past 3.5 yrs u start talkin to him in the last semester and suddenly its like u have known the guy since school days.
In first two years of engineering it was like mannn so many courses so much work load for god sakes give us a break and now its like damn it mann there was so much time so many things i wanned to do and cud have done but the time just flew by, y didnt i do those things y didnt i spend more time with my friends y didnt i do this do that ........
u knw its like u r a sea shell bought to the banks by a huge tidal wave, u try to settle down but the sea waves keep hittin u and u keep rocking back and forth.. but after sometime u find kinda safe spot where the sea waves cant affect u but suddenly one day a huge wave comes like the one which brought u to the shore the first day and washes u right off the island and takes u back to the sea and u just keep thinkin were u able to leave your mark in the sands of time or were u just washed away...