long time no see....

These days i am not sure what to do.... i just cant seem to be able to make out sense of everything going around. Many things have happened in past one year but some how something is still amiss.
people say only change is constant and i am dying right now to have some changes in my life. And no matter how hard i try i am unable to change the course of stuff going around me or rather change course of my self. Everyday i wake up in hope of something to happen. For past few days i have become nocturnal. I wake up in the middle of night and i dont know why i woke up for, no disturbance nothing and then i just lie on my bed thinking what has happened. For instance in 15 minutes i have to leave for office and i am writing on this blog almost after one year. You know there are days when you just wake up and know its gonna be a great day... i cant remember when was the last time i felt that. Right now i just wish i could run away to some place and start all over although i am not sure what wrongs will i correct when i reach that place.....
I just hope that something starts shaking soon enough cause i am pretty much stagnated now...