its been so long since i felt something good inside of me. you know the feeling you get sometimes that everything will be alright, no matter what happens, nothing can go wrong.
i miss that feeling. may be it is because of the fact that friends are no longer around to provide that required BACKUP :)
In college it used be like that, come whatever... "dekh lenge"
and now the situation is nothing is left "dekh lene ke liye"..
People come and then leave, sometimes voluntarily and sometimes just cause life takes them separate ways. only thing that is left behind is memory, memory of the past, the time you have spent with that person.
and then sometimes a certain someone walks into your life and things are never the same.....and when that certain someone leaves all that is left behind is a humongous void which you are not sure will ever get filled cause you had made space for that special someone in your life like a custom build car, which has a uniqueness of its own and it can not be replicated, just like 2 fingerprints can never be same that void will always remain in thy heart which will never get filled even by the best healer of them all "TIME"
at a time like this i really wish i had someone who could have said "koi naa dekkhi jaani"
Friday, June 18, 2010
Friday, March 19, 2010
long time no see....
These days i am not sure what to do.... i just cant seem to be able to make out sense of everything going around. Many things have happened in past one year but some how something is still amiss.
people say only change is constant and i am dying right now to have some changes in my life. And no matter how hard i try i am unable to change the course of stuff going around me or rather change course of my self. Everyday i wake up in hope of something to happen. For past few days i have become nocturnal. I wake up in the middle of night and i dont know why i woke up for, no disturbance nothing and then i just lie on my bed thinking what has happened. For instance in 15 minutes i have to leave for office and i am writing on this blog almost after one year. You know there are days when you just wake up and know its gonna be a great day... i cant remember when was the last time i felt that. Right now i just wish i could run away to some place and start all over although i am not sure what wrongs will i correct when i reach that place.....
I just hope that something starts shaking soon enough cause i am pretty much stagnated now...
people say only change is constant and i am dying right now to have some changes in my life. And no matter how hard i try i am unable to change the course of stuff going around me or rather change course of my self. Everyday i wake up in hope of something to happen. For past few days i have become nocturnal. I wake up in the middle of night and i dont know why i woke up for, no disturbance nothing and then i just lie on my bed thinking what has happened. For instance in 15 minutes i have to leave for office and i am writing on this blog almost after one year. You know there are days when you just wake up and know its gonna be a great day... i cant remember when was the last time i felt that. Right now i just wish i could run away to some place and start all over although i am not sure what wrongs will i correct when i reach that place.....
I just hope that something starts shaking soon enough cause i am pretty much stagnated now...
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